At the call center members have complimented me as a guy (“thank you dude!") and yelled at me as a gal (“you fucking bitch!"), and I wonder what that says about America.
Just become a writer like all the great underemployed humans in history have done” — Paul Millerd
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One of the advantages of getting up early is I get to slack off before work. Do what I wanna do before doing what the boss wants.
Back on the blackbook (linux laptop, only for writing) in the early morning. Maybe I should start here each morning, away from the howling of the internet, start with a shower and words. Maybe that is the way. I always feel better when I get there.
Started keeping a log book. 5 minute list of what happened in a day. Keep better records of who I am.
Good morning. I’ll be on the phones today. Seem to be doing ok in the trainings. Slow, but speed will come. Trainer said I’m doing it right.
Good morning. Feed Gus a tube because we are out of soft food (More is coming tonight, my dear one, don’t cry). Coffee and a pbj. Read an essay about Terrence Malick, finding the story in the edit. I found myself in the edit.
